It was four years ago when I last said I love you to you face to face. Four years have passed yet, everything seemed like yesterday. Come to think of it, so many things have happened but still, I admit that I have not yet moved on. Yes, every day, every minute, I still wish you are here with us. Enjoying life as you should have, as you have deserved. But then reality snaps in, and all that's left for me are just memories. All the memories are so vivid to me. I know never it will fade. I will miss you every second of my life. I know since the day you left, I will never get over it. No, I cannot move on. I guess I never wanted to.

I love you, Mom. I miss you. Its not waves, its constant. All the time. All the time.